My world is blue once more
blue like the ocean
Blue like my eyes
Blue like her eyes
When I close my eyes
I am drowning
in endless empty blue.
I no longer remember
how I look like.
I stare into mirrors
trying to recall
where my face starts
and hers ends:
the girl you used to love
the girl you you still loved when I already loved you
the girl who I became.
My world is grey.
From inside my room
I watch my life go by.
Passions bloom
like flowers
with deceiving vibrancy:
so full of life
though death is already waiting
in their shadow:
a darkness that grows
until it is all that is left.
I wonder:
if I stay here
inside
motionless
nothing will happen:
time will stand still
and the flowers will continue to bloom
